Our friend, Elise Espat, of Albuquerque Ashtanga Yoga Shala posted the following question and answer for all students who have disappeared for whatever reason. Wise words that all students should heed.
Q: I haven’t been practicing… With the holidays, and work, and life, and the cold weather, I just stopped. Now I dread coming back because I think it will be too hard and also I am a little embarrassed and disappointed in myself. Should I come back?
A: Yes, of course you should come back to practice! Practice is effort toward steadiness of mind. Don’t worry about completing some acrobatic feat. What is really interesting, really what it is about is just showing up. So okay, you got a little distracted. You can have a fresh start tomorrow. In terms of asanas, just start small and slowly do a little bit more each day, couple of days, weeks, or even months. It depends on how long you took off… No matter. It will probably take some time for things to feel natural again and to get into the daily rhythm and that is okay. While time off is not recommended, the good thing about it is that when you start practicing again you’ll quickly realize why you missed it so much and it will probably be more difficult to let it go again when life gets stressful. No fearing, you come!